just one hour?

Tried talking to mom(check) she fell asleep on me.
Tried talking to Dad (check)He wouldn't look up and he got mad.
Tried talking to Sister(check)she told me she'd call me back never did.
Tried talking to Boyfriend(check)To busy.
Tried talking to BestFriend(check) he says he doesn't know me anymore.
Tried talking to myself(check) I'm to tired to go over anything eles on how to help my problems.

I just need a hour maybe some smiles and hugs. I just wanna know I'm not a fuck up and that everything will be ok. I just need a Laugh or to be asked about my day. I just want a cry and someone to listen why I cry. I just want to be heard and when you offer help and I say something to not take it the wrong way and just say ok. I just want a hour of your time Sir. I just need a I need you and I'll love you forever. I just need a I will always think your the most beautiful women in the world. I just want a Tomorrow don't worry I will be there to dry your tears. I just want a Good Job and thank for you all that you have done. I just want all of you to be happy. I just want me to be happy. I just want a hour of your time. Dad, Mom,Sister,Boyfriend,Friend,Myself.

I just need a hour.You can pick the time. I will make your favorite food. We could take some pictures of this happy afternoon and I won't display them only in my chest and I'll take them out to remember you by. I'll take you to the place you love the most. I'll talk real fast and you can talk real slow. I'll sit real quiet so no will know that you came over that day to help me out for one hour you was there. I'll remember you. and I will be there for you. Maybe we could watch the sunset go down. Maybe.Now don't get mad and be happy maybe that I am asking for you.

I just need a hour. Maybe I hour is all that it will take to make me love myself and go on for another day.