Tuesday, August 18, 2009

August here you come again

Well The boy went back to school and now I already feel some what alone. But not to bad because since me and him have been dating we have went through the whole long distance relationship thing which is good because we don't know any other way. But I think since the whole drama with me and him everything is going to be really good ya know we are working on things together which is more than I can say for other people in this world who just give up. Their are no more lies no more fighting about stupid shit and no more childish things between us. And I know I'm not going to not let Dustin not go out and have fun without me without getting mad all the time or jealous. And he isn't going to lie to me where he is just because he thinks I am going to get mad. We are both going to be better about things. We love each other to death and we aren't going to let stupid things get in the way of that because in the end we both love each other. Anyways I'm nervous about next month with my dad wanting to move me having money for school and my car I can't do both I need to go to school more than need a car but I need my car because my dad needs his car and school is all day long. Freaking sucks just feels like any time I get ahead something always goes wrong. But I'm sure I will go to school graduate do hair do art and live a happy life. UGH! it's life and there are more people in this world who has a shitty life. so whatever life right now life is good. My sister is pregnant and healthy and next monday we find out what she is having. So I have an amazing family. My best friend Jonathan and I get to talk more than we did which is also amazing. My boyfriend and I are doing great which is also amazing. I have amazing friends and family I am blessed so ya. I'll focus on that right now.

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